{"id":15,"date":"2014-02-16T18:16:25","date_gmt":"2014-02-16T18:16:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/?p=15"},"modified":"2014-05-10T18:16:52","modified_gmt":"2014-05-10T18:16:52","slug":"the-dawn-and-the-embrace","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/the-dawn-and-the-embrace\/","title":{"rendered":"The Dawn And The Embrace."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Imagine that, two entries in a week? I think my thoughts are a bit jumbled lately, especially the past two weeks. Nothing awful or severe, it\u2019s quite the opposite. See, I\u2019m not intuitive and that\u2019s probably damaging to myself, but I like to think I can get signals\u2019 correct. This is a continuation to my prior entry and the lack of confidence in the notion. The pieces are aligning but it lacks guidance. Either, I\u2019m not sure where to go, or I\u2019m afraid where it\u2019ll go. Why\u2019s this so difficult? Life\u2019s not scripted, it\u2019s not divided by acts, and we\u2019re not actors, there\u2019s no immersive score, or a fade to black end of credits. There\u2019s no climax because every single day is climatic. It\u2019s just us &#8212; We\u2019re the film, the unobtainable film. It\u2019s scripted by us, we reminisce only the best acts, and we\u2019re all actors in some degree. The immersive score is our daily noise; the spontaneous dreadful, sometimes elegant noise. When we sleep, we fade to black momentarily and another world will consume us&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>OK, I think I\u2019m a bit tired. I probably need some rest. It\u2019s been a long day. It\u2019s all quite ridiculous, this entire website.<\/p>\n<p>Until next time, safe travels.<\/p>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"100%\" height=\"166\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"no\" src=\"https:\/\/w.soundcloud.com\/player?url=https%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F2358743&player_height=&player_height_multi=&player_width=&player_type=visual&color=&auto_play=&show_comments=&show_user=&buying=&sharing=&download=&show_artwork=&show_playcount=&hide_related=\"><\/iframe>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Imagine that, two entries in a week? I think my thoughts are a bit jumbled lately, especially the past two weeks. Nothing awful or severe, it\u2019s quite the opposite. See, I\u2019m not intuitive and that\u2019s probably damaging to myself, but I like to think I can get signals\u2019 correct. This is a continuation to my [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15\/revisions\/16"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}