It\u2019s August 1st. Eight months ago I declared I was going to change. I would be more productive and seek an adventure. I created my website to archive and record everything that I\u2019ve encountered with. Whether that be a person or an event, it would be anecdotes of pure wonder and happiness. I was coming back from my so called \u2018reclusiveness\u2019, which was several months prior from January 1st. Eight months later, I\u2019m still a passive menial dreadful human being. It\u2019s the truth, unfortunately.<\/p>\n
I know you\u2019re tired of reading the same dull posts about how depressing this all is, and It\u2019s pretty tough to maintain a personal website, especially if you\u2019re not totally involved or passionate about its existence. Taken the circumstances that I haven\u2019t been posting lately, and the fact that I\u2019d always been procrastinating, I have no incentive to produce anything significant. I do apologize.<\/p>\n
If you\u2019ve been checking from time to time in the mere eight months of the same banal, and inconsequential posts, I only questioned you; why even come back? Sure, I have posted some impressions of what I\u2019ve liked in the past month or so, but even that get\u2019s a bit tedious. I\u2019ve always thought; that this will be the month, where creativity and my thirst for knowledge will ascend. But it won\u2019t. I\u2019m not sure if it will. This site\u2019s recurring theme: failure and uncertainty.<\/p>\n
Until next time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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