I have a social deficiency.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s not new though. If you\u2019d hung out with me, it\u2019s easily noticeable. Usually, I would sit quietly listening to other people talking as I play with my phone, or just sipping onto my drink. I\u2019ve experienced this a couple of weeks ago when a good friend of mine invited me to her party. Everyone was wonderful, with wonderful stories, and delicious food, but I felt like an outcast, because due to my lack of contribution. Granted, her friends all knew each other for awhile, and I was new to her group, although I\u2019ve known her for almost a decade. It\u2019s quite odd. I tried to find something in common and latched onto a conversation but everybody was very keen and lively, it was definitely tough to follow. Perhaps it\u2019s my fault? It\u2019s been proven that I tend to display an impassive look when people are directly talking at me. Include my insecurity lumped into my social ineptness, and my odd sense of humor, you\u2019ll probably get someone who\u2019s a bit off. I\u2019m trying to be myself though.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m not quite sure why I wrote the post, and it\u2019s possibly my way to extricate whatever I am feeling at the moment. It\u2019s not bothersome, in fact, I\u2019m quite assured that everything\u2019s OK. Perhaps I wrote this to fill a void? Of course, I\u2019m talking about this site, the void of the site. Although, I\u2019m not sure now.<\/p>\n
Anyway, this week is full of great entertainment that I will happily be indulged in. A couple of films that I\u2019ve been anticipating this year and a couple of good interactions with family and friends. At the moment, I\u2019m preparing an itinerary for next weekend, because my nephew and his girlfriend are visiting from Wisconsin. I\u2019ll make a couple of post about that too, and possibly pictures? Eh, possibly.<\/p>\n
Until next time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I have a social deficiency.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s not new though. If you\u2019d hung out with me, it\u2019s easily noticeable. Usually, I would sit quietly listening to other people talking as I play with my phone, or just sipping onto my drink. I\u2019ve experienced this a couple of weeks ago when a good friend of mine invited […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=38"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38\/revisions\/39"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=38"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=38"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.abayarts.com\/benjaminabaya\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=38"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}