First.

It’s August 1st. Eight months ago I declared I was going to change. I would be more productive and seek an adventure. I created my website to archive and record everything that I’ve encountered with. Whether that be a person or an event, it would be anecdotes of pure wonder and happiness. I was coming back from my so called ‘reclusiveness’, which was several months prior from January 1st. Eight months later, I’m still a passive menial dreadful human being. It’s the truth, unfortunately.

I know you’re tired of reading the same dull posts about how depressing this all is, and It’s pretty tough to maintain a personal website, especially if you’re not totally involved or passionate about its existence. Taken the circumstances that I haven’t been posting lately, and the fact that I’d always been procrastinating, I have no incentive to produce anything significant. I do apologize.

If you’ve been checking from time to time in the mere eight months of the same banal, and inconsequential posts, I only questioned you; why even come back? Sure, I have posted some impressions of what I’ve liked in the past month or so, but even that get’s a bit tedious. I’ve always thought; that this will be the month, where creativity and my thirst for knowledge will ascend. But it won’t. I’m not sure if it will. This site’s recurring theme: failure and uncertainty.

Until next time.